whycelomaniac

This is  a bad time to share something. i'm gonna grab my pen then start to write something. Maybe about you or you. Something that i wish you will see what you need to see. it's 11.27 pm and i haven't sleep yet. i can't sleep and my head full of answered questions. This is untold things.
I don't know why did you say "hi" but leave with out "Good bye". I laugh my self and wish something better.

was it something that i said? was it something that i did? or combination of both did me end?
something about you is something that i couldn't get well, i couldn't deny what i feel. And something about me is something that i couldn't explain it all. I had been thinking that everything is straight with out Capulet or just stupid bullet, by the way i'm talking about bullshit, where i can put period in everywhere. Well, i'm just king of another 21 girls. I have a dream, obsession and absolutely reality. Someone can make me fall in love and someone else can make me fall in hate. Either of that way must have played my heart.

There are big different meaning between "HAVE YOU GOT SOME LOVE FOR ME?" and "HAVE YOU GOT ANY LOVE FOR ME?" don't laugh!! i didn't write a comedy. But actually none of such questions are have right thing to be answer. Nothing!!!!!

In my room i write stupid poem, stupid wish in my page and i just hope that it will be " happy ending" someday.
I used to think one day i'll tell them story of us, how we meet, how we fall or how we laugh together. How it's unreasonable, unsuspecting or unpredictable. it's not like tragedy Capulet and Montague or Biyon with Biacast.

I used to think one day i'll say to you, " You're part time lover and a full time friend. The monkey on you're back is the latest trend. I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else but you"
or just sing "the only exception"

I used to think one day i'll make a conclusion " And after all, you're my wonderwall"

I have been sitting on the corner, put headset in my ear then play your song. I started to think why love must be a pain??
i was remember when you sat on the stage then play guitar with "Playing God" or imagine you play "Jet leg" in other stage before another you called my name. And my mind was going crazy when he sang "Fall for you"
But it's just a story like intermezzo. he never come again. And i' standing here with some of stupid questions. Well, i'm scare to see the ending anyway. 

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