F**k you Saturday


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Saturday is coming, should i write down here?? As usual i rather be sit down under my window then hanging out with stupid idea. Yeah it's was not like me.
Well i hate Saturday since i came into this f**king world. My life is sucks, love is shit, my f**king brain couldn't function properly and i just wanna say FUCK OFF YOU!!
where should i start? this story is pathetic. Don't play me stupid love song. i hate this love song. Can you hear me? i guess you're not because you're deaf. Can you see me? i guess you're not because you're blind. Something has happened in somewhere in my heart. i wish i care but i keep walking like i don't care. Pretending and will always.

Stupid is a condition where we cannot realize that everything is a lie. This is a simple question which everybody should be able to answer. It should be a nice story of us but nothing happen so far. Things i hate when i fall in love is i stuck in my brain, create a story that manipulated and wish that someone is Edward Cullen who can read what's on my mind.

Chapter one is beginning where i found my self can't handle my heart's beating. i opened the room and start to look at you with such distance. I was keeping to walk like i don't care while i stole my time to see your smile. that's a bad idea if i want everything still run to be normal.

And the next chapter is about why can't you see that's you? Since i saw you in the rain i couldn't spin around out of you. You're everywhere and it's like in hell. What should i do? come in to you and tell something stupid like "I LOVE YOU"?? whoosssss that's bad idea, so many bad!!
unfortunately interrupt my time too much. i haven't been thinking normally. Look like i lost my brain. Can move on. well, i shan't stuck in you in the next.

Since you wrote "you with capulet and save me a bullet" i can feel my self anymore. I write my pain everyday in mypage and wish you will realize someday. "i'm with montague, bring you plague then put you on morgue" it's cruel enough to say goodbye.
like you was Romeo and i wish i was Juliet. it's never be a good story. I wish it will be happy ending and i didin't know how miserable i was.

I always wish that you would be my my Tom Delonge with lyrics and stupid guitar. i wish you would be my bruno mars and say "just the way you are" and i wish my kim heechul is you. it;s funny and too much childish. But i don't care.

see, i combined two in one page. can't denied that love sucks. that convert hot turn to cool then freeze in the end. Love is an ugly, terrible business practiced by fools. It will trample your heart and leave you bleeding on the floor. And what it really get you in the end? NOTHING!! but a few incredible memories that can't ever shake. The truth is there's gonna be other guys out there. Thousands, i mean, i hope, but I'm never gonna get another him. That's one's always gonna be him.
When we fall in love we just didn't realize how much time running slow and sometimes too fast. Just yesterday i thought he's my everything but now i don't even care about him at all. I don't wanna text him, i don't wanna miss him and i don't wanna see his FUCKING face.




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