A new year comes so what the hell of your resolutions?? how many resolutions which you did it?? i don't care enough actually. everybody's moving on. Like circle everything's change. Sometimes i just wanna see it more clearly why can't i be something precious to someone??
I'm still here move with all of stupid things oupss sorry i wrote wrong word. i'm not move anywhere, i meant i always try to move on but like a rat trapped in the cage i couldn't make the great escape like anyone else. what has happened make someone grow up better then yesterdeay. Actually i learned many times about that. always try to be better like the other. but suck i look like how miserable i was. hey look up there are many clouds always above me. sometimes bright, sometimes cloudy. So why should i surrender?? i'll make it happen. But anyway always seemed east to talk than having to bring up the fact. i don't give in. no i won't!! never!! Sometimes when i was standing on the fucking day then found many bad things i just want to burn all of my hopes into nothing. but the voice inside like whispered to me "I should fight it"
you know and the end i have many smiles to see my sorrow cry.
always look the same. it's just a cycle i meant circle. Nobody see how it could be.
like you or them i have too. Just gimme some reasons why couldn't be there for you?? i know you so well i guess. I love you too but sucks you couldn't see that so clearly. it's Ok i move on i was tring to move on actually when you always gimme your Fucking damn hopes. Oh God who's care about my feeling?? Someone like him just need me as a backup player in his game. Finnaly i have to go with all of damn things from him. And i'm really sick of that. i don't want to blame you actually but he always seems give me wake up call my psyche.Another guy tried to catch me. i feel it too anyway but he's gamer too. give me a bliss and sadness in the same time. You know it's like the stupid bicth of my dusk summer ever. I just swallowed when he was finding his lady first. i'm sick and tired to pretend that i'm ok. cos when a heart breaks it don't breakeven. no!!
at Desember 31 i saw him. for the first see how to sing in the stage. I dislike soap opera but i look like play a soap opera with him and his new girlfriend. I just laugh out loud inside for my self. why can't destroy him like i spit. Ok forget it i'm well right now.
another problem must to be solve. about everyday like hell i don't care anymore!! I think i can be better if i could be my self. judge me whatever you want. i keep walk like i don't care because i do not fucking care absolutely !!
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I Am A Dusk Pirate
Dusk and Summer
